Love Isn’t Easy: Chapter 12
Once I was over the shock, I was instantly hard and couldn’t get enough of Sookie. She hopped up and wrapped her legs around my waist while still kissing me wildly and the whole world could have stopped revolving and we wouldn’t have noticed. I managed to close the door and was grateful that Clancy wasn’t home. I was seriously considering just laying Sookie onto the floor and fucking her, but then realized that that would just be wrong. She finally broke off the kiss just long enough to say, “Where’s your bedroom?” Good lord. How was I going to stop this freight train?
I walked back into my room with her still attached to me and closed the door. I gently laid her back onto the bed and started to unbutton her blouse. I looked to her face for permission and her eyes were half closed with pure lust in them and I wondered how I was going to stop. I didn’t want to do this if it was just a one night stand and then she was going back to her boyfriend. I wanted her to me mine. But then I knew that I wouldn’t be able to control myself for long if she kept looking at me like that. I paused before opening her blouse and she reached down and opened it herself and pulled my head down to her breasts. I nibbled her perfect hard nipples through the lace of her bra as I reached behind her to unhook it. Once I had her blouse and bra off, I lost all control and was sucking on her breasts and massaging them. I had imagined them many times and they were even more perfect that I had hoped. She was so beautiful. I would have stayed there blissfully happy all night, but then she started to push me back to unbutton my shirt and so I leaned back and took it off for her. Then I started kissing her beautiful mouth again and the feel of her warm bare skin on mine was almost too much. We were both moaning and our hands were everywhere. Her lips were so soft. Her tongue was delicious. I remembered how those soft moans used to haunt me when I was alone in the next room at Bill’s and I almost came in my pants. I realized that I was losing control and so I slowed way down and just held her for a minute while we caught our breath.
This time the kissing was slower and sweeter. I kissed down her neck and went back to those perfect breasts and buried my face in them, kissing and sucking. Sookie’s hands went from massaging my shoulders and arms to unfastening her skirt. She pushed me off of her for just an instant while she hooked her thumbs into her waistband and pushed her skirt down, taking her panties with it. I thought I had died and gone to heaven when I saw her beautiful body in all it’s glory and thought that life couldn’t get any better until she slowly opened her legs and showed me the promised land. There is nothing that could have stopped me at that point and my tongue found her ready for me while her moans got louder. She threaded her fingers through my hair and her hips found a rhythm that pleased her. I gave my all to my task and was happy when I felt her getting close. Her breathing quickened. Her soft moans turned into, “oh Eric,” and “yes, Eric,” and “right there, Eric.” When she came she pushed her hips up and cried out. My fingers felt the rhythm of her contractions and I just wanted to live there for the rest of my life.
I had never wanted a man more in my life. He was the sweetest, most perfect lover I had ever had. He paid such detailed attention to my breasts, my neck, my lips. I couldn’t get my panties off fast enough and just like I had hoped, he gave that same special attention where I wanted it the most when I spread my legs. The man had talents I had never experienced before. Suddenly I didn’t care that he had probably fucked a million girls if it gave him these skills. He was unbelievable. I had a powerful orgasm while pressing myself up into his mouth. I couldn’t get close enough to him. That tongue. Good lord.
As I recovered, I started to reach down to unbutton his pants. He stopped me and took my hand away and kissed it. I thought, oh no, not again. What does a girl have to do around here to get her hands on that cock? I looked into his eyes and said, “Eric?’
“I don’t want us to do anything that you might regret later.”
“Okay, but let’s just slow down a minute okay? What about your boyfriend?”
“We broke up. Weeks ago. I couldn’t be with him again after that night we kissed. I mean, I’ve seen him, but you know…I couldn’t be with him.”
“Really? Oh, okay. Good. But we don’t have to do this right now, sweetie. Don’t get me wrong, I want you. I want you more than anything. But I don’t want you to feel rushed.”
“Rushed? Good lord, Eric. I’ve waited for you for four years. I don’t want to wait any more. Please don’t make we wait any more.” Those seemed to be the magic words because then he took his pants and boxers off himself and lay back down beside me while I found where my hand had longed to be for a very long time.
I know I’m pretty inexperienced, having been with only two men, but I couldn’t imagine a more beautiful specimen of a man than Eric. He was huge and so hard and ready for me. I stroked him with both hands while his fingers found their way back into me, and we both relaxed into the pleasure of what our hands could do for each other. We took our time, but soon I felt like I was going to come again and I wanted him inside me. I asked if he had a condom and he reached into the drawer of his night stand and pulled one out and rolled it onto himself. He positioned his body over mine and I reached down and put his tip at my entrance and held still. I had thought about this moment many nights. We locked eyes, he smiled gently, and he whispered, “I love you, Sookie,” as he entered me. I know I tried to speak but it just came out as a long, “Ahhhh.” The size of him was shocking. He started off so slowly and he kissed me tenderly, but then the strokes became more powerful and got faster. He was an amazing lover. I opened my eyes and watched the muscles in his arms and chest as he rode me and then looked down and watched with fascination as he went in and out of me. I had never seen anything more beautiful. When I looked back up to his face he was smiling and his blue eyes were twinkling. I smiled back and then his lips were crashing into mine again. As I got closer, I started to moan and so did he. Just as we were both going over the edge, he broke the kiss and buried his face into my neck. His back bowed and I wrapped my arms around him and held him tightly as his whole body trembled. I could feel the pulsating of both our climaxes together inside me and I said, “I love you too,” as I clung to him.
We lay together panting and sweating and just holding on to each other for dear life for a long time. Then he brushed my hair back from my face and kissed me and said, “You’re so beautiful.”
I smiled and said, “I’m so happy,” and I was. After a long time of kissing and cuddling, Eric pulled out and went to dispose of the condom. When he came back we got under the covers and I snuggled into his chest as he held me to him and kissed the top of my head.
I started to think about how wonderful Eric was and how meaningful our lovemaking had been and started to feel so sad that I was leaving. The tears started and I turned and buried my face into his chest and cried softly.
“Sookie. Honey, what is it? Why are you sad?”
“Oh Eric. We waited so long and it’s just so beautiful to be here with you. You’re even better than I imagined, and…well…that’s saying something.” I felt him chuckle as he stroked my hair.
“That’s nothing to feel sad about, my love. This is a happy day. The happiest of days.”
“I know but I’m leaving for L.A. in just a few days and you’re going off to graduate school, and who knows when we’ll ever see each other again. We finally just got together and now I don’t want to lose you.”
“You’re not going to lose me, Sookie. I can promise you that. This is just the beginning for us.”
“But how is it going to work? I’ll be in L.A. and you’ll be…actually, where will you be?”
“In L.A.” I sat up and looked at his face in disbelief. “I’m going to film school. At USC. In L.A. Where did you think I was going?”
“I don’t know. I guess I hadn’t thought about it. I just knew you were getting your masters.”
“Yeah. In Film Production. In L.A. Where you’ll be.” His smile was huge.
“Oh my god!” I wrapped my arms around him and we were kissing and laughing. Then he broke the kiss and looked me in the eye.
“Do you think that now I can have your phone number?”
“Yeah, I think so.”
And that was the beginning of our new lives.
A/N: Please enjoy the sequel, Love in L.A. next!